What words do I use? Should I try to explain? The fog that surrounds you is so thick its almost impossible to get through. I want to justify my decision. I want you to know where I’m coming from. Some things are just too painful to accept. I don’t want to hurt you. I must look out for us and do whats best. I only hope you can hear me and understand. It’s poison to you plain and simple. It’s poison that spreads to us. No more. I don’t know how say it except to just say it. It needs to stop, not for a while, not for a year. It needs to stop for good. Then we can talk.