For My Children

It started innocently enough with a plea to report my whereabouts to keep you from worrying about me because you cared so much.  It progressed to protecting me from anyone who may wish to cause harm which included my family.  It grew to encompass jealousy of my friends and an intense suspicion of constant infidelity.  It escalated to crush any dream of mine that was not intended to glorify you.  The final push was to destroy every trace of my dignity by devouring the souls of my children.

I could sacrifice myself because by that point I believed there was nothing left of me but  I refused to surrender my children.  They had no choice in the matter, no options and the only hope for them was me.  It ended with me rising up to claim myself again, for the sake of my children.

We all know how it ended regardless of the fantasy you created to appease yourself and those you currently manipulate.  We are healing and are stronger than you can imagine.  We will prevail and live in the light, but you will always hide in the shadows of your lies.

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Author: Undeniably Sara

Hi, I'm Undeniably Sara. I'm learning how to live well with chronic illnesses by focusing on self-healing with the goal of lifelong health.

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