The process of forgiveness is not quite complete yet, and at times the rage still boils up in me when triggered. It helps to understand the abuse was not personal but just another stop in your never-ending journey to inflict pain on others. Instead of dwelling on the hurt I am working through it as part of the healing process. Eventually, my scars will fade and my time will be spent on new endeavors instead of healing. Your journey will never end unless you admit to wrongdoing, seek help and change.