One “black day” is manageable, most of the time. Many of them crammed on top of each other can feel insurmountable. These “black days” have been plentiful recently, and respite is nowhere in sight. Instead of feeling desperation and defeat there is numbness. Even anger is unable to be roused leaving a sense of complacency and acceptance.
There is still hope for the seed of happiness to sprout and grow, but for now, it is firmly buried under the weight of too many “black days.”
Hang on in there, things will get better xx
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Thanks for following me. I’m looking forward to sharing my your journey!
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Good luck. I hope you can get one or two small improvements soon 🙃
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Feeling ‘lost’ along with the numbness is one of the hardest places to move away from, but also the hardest to describe to others that have not experienced.
To each person it seems as though we are drowning, and so it therefore is logical to believe that the darkness is at the same level all around.
However if you keep pouring sand onto a flat surface it resembles more a cone, so your seed may only be under a small amount of weight, your happiness may be closer than you think.
We spend so much time trying to dodge the next load being dumped on us, we often forget to stop and look at what we have around us.
And if we recognise happiness when we see it we have to really push ourselves to take the gamble that it’s real
I wish you well in your recovery..
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Love this’
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Life is one of those things where you hopefully are well more days than not.
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Hope you feel better soon. Where there is darkness, there is light 🙂
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Can really relate to this. Hope a little sunshine manages to break through the dark clouds and you’re soon feeling brighter 🙂
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I love reading your blog and I find you motivational as well as inspiring which is why I’ve nominated you for the Sunshine Blogger Award. For more information go to : https://sierraleonegirl.wordpress.com/2018/03/26/sunshine-blogger-award/
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Thank you.
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This resonates so deeply. Dark days that batter us mercilessly and just when one thinks they will last forever a fleeting moment of a sliver of sunlight pierces through and stays long enough to ignite a new dawn of a new day when enough fleeting moments will be strung together to infuse hope…
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Love your posts! Thanks for liking one of mine so I could find your page
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My pleasure.
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