I feel like I can do it. I can
crawl out of this hole I’ve been living in. I don’t know how yet but im so excited and relieved
to feel hope for the future. Its been so long. I hope it lasts…
I didn’t realize how much I’m driven by it. Thoughts, plans, actions, feelings. All fear.
I’m letting it go. It’s a process. Its complicated. It’s desperately needed.
I’m feeling lighter, free.
I’m feeling, not fearing.