Too Bright

 

This is me on a three-day migraine, and counting.  At least this made me laugh…

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Blank

That sums it up nicely. The goblin hit yesterday afternoon and hasn’t let up. I hope it’s gone by morning. I feel blank. Painful blank.

Truth

The truth is I  let them stay much too long.  An undeserving person doesn’t know when to leave.  They get comfortable with what they have and expect it to always be there.  When the moment of truth arrives they are shocked and can’t believe you want them to leave. Much appreciation to those who leave quietly. For those who don’t, what a frightening journey that is…

Distance

I’ve been doing this for as long as I can remember.  Distance is safe but also painful. Not just for me but for all those who love me. I still need the distance. As painful as it is it’s nothing compared to the pain I feel without it…

Fight to Live in the Present

Fight to live in the Present

I struggle with this every day.  I lost my health for working for money.  Living without the money is a challenge but worth the cost to reclaim my health.  I’ve exhausted and depleted myself by worrying about my future those I love.  I’m fighting to live in the present.  I fight every day, all day long and into the night.  I want to experience living again before I die.